ʻO ka hānau ʻana o Théo, i kēlā me kēia hola
Poaono Sepatemaba 11, he 6 am Ala wau, hele i ka lumi lumi a hoʻi i kahi moe. Ma ka hola 7 am, loaʻa iaʻu ka manaʻo o ka pulu ʻana i koʻu mau lole moe, hoʻi au i ka lua a ma laila ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke hoʻomalu iaʻu iho… hoʻomaka wau e nalowale ka wai!
Hele au e ʻike iā Sébastien, ka makuakāne, a wehewehe iā ia e hiki iā mākou ke hele. Hele ʻo ia e kiʻi i nā ʻeke i luna a haʻi i kona mau mākua i laila e haʻalele ana mākou i ka hale hānai. Hoʻokomo mākou i ka lole, lawe au i kahi kāwele i ʻole e kahe i ke kaʻa, hana wau i koʻu lauoho a presto, ua haʻalele mākou! Ua haʻi mai ʻo Colette, koʻu makuahōnōwai wahine iaʻu ma mua o kona haʻalele ʻana, ua ʻike ʻo ia i ke ahiahi, ua luhi au. Ke haʻalele nei mākou no ka hale hoʻomaha makuahine o Bernay… E ʻike koke kākou kekahi i kekahi…
7h45:
Ke hōʻea ʻana i ka hale hānai, kahi i hoʻokipa ʻia ai mākou e Céline, ka pale keiki nāna au e hoʻolohe a nānā. Ka hopena: ʻo ka ʻeke i haki. Loaʻa iaʻu nā ʻokiʻoki ʻana i ka wā hāpai ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke manaʻo, a ʻo ka cervix he 1 cm hāmama. Hoʻomaka koke, mālama lākou iaʻu, mai hana i kekahi mea a hiki i ke kakahiaka ʻapōpō, a loaʻa iaʻu kahi lāʻau antibiotic inā ʻaʻole wau e hānau ma mua o ka hola 19 pm
8h45:
Aia wau i loko o koʻu lumi, kahi i loaʻa iaʻu ke kuleana i ka ʻaina kakahiaka (berena, pata, jam a me ke kope me ka waiū). ʻAi pū mākou i ka pains au chocolat i loaʻa iā mākou ma ka home, a ua loaʻa iā Sébastien ke kofe. Noho ʻo ia me aʻu, lawe mākou i ka manawa e kelepona i koʻu mau mākua e haʻi iā lākou aia wau i loko o ka hale hānai. Hoʻi ʻo ia i ka home e ʻaina awakea me kona mau mākua a hoʻihoʻi mai i kekahi mau mea poina.
11h15:
Hoʻi hou ʻo Celine i ka lumi moe e kau i ka nānā. Ke hoʻomaka nei e ʻaelike maikaʻi. ʻAi au i ka yogurt a me ka compote, ʻaʻole ʻae ʻia au no ka mea ke kokoke mai nei ka hānau keiki. E hele au i ka ʻauʻau wela, ʻoluʻolu iaʻu.
13h00:
Ua hoʻi mai ʻo Sébastien. Ke hoʻomaka nei e hōʻeha iaʻu, ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu pehea e hoʻonoho ai iaʻu iho a ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke hanu pono. Makemake au e luaʻi.
16 pm, lawe lākou iaʻu i ka lumi hana, wehe mālie ka ʻāʻī, haʻi ʻia mai iaʻu no ka epidural, ua lohi loa! Pehea ka lōʻihi loa, eia wau mai koʻu 3 cm! ʻAe, ʻaʻohe mea nui, ʻaʻole makaʻu!
17h, hele mai ke kauka ma'i ma'i (ka mea nana e ike i ka pau ana o kona la a hoomanawanui, e hoohewahewa kakou) hele mai a nana mai ia'u. Hoʻoholo ʻo ia e uhaʻi i ka ʻeke wai e wikiwiki i ka hana.
No laila, hana ʻo ia, ʻaʻohe ʻeha, maikaʻi nā mea a pau.
Ua hiki mai ka hoʻopaʻapaʻa, haʻi mai kaʻu kāne iaʻu ma ka nānā ʻana i ka nānā ʻana, mahalo e ke aloha, laki ʻoe ma laila, inā ʻaʻole wau e nalo!
Koe wale no ua loli ke mele! ʻAʻole wau ʻakaʻaka iki, ʻo ka hoʻokē ʻai ʻana, a i kēia manawa, ʻeha!
Hāʻawi ʻia iaʻu i ka morphine, kahi e hoʻowalewale i kaʻu pēpē e haʻalele i loko o kahi incubator no 2 mau hola ma hope o ka hānau ʻana. Ma hope o ka hōʻole heroic, hoʻololi au i koʻu manaʻo a koi aku. Morphine + oxygen mask, ʻO wau ʻo zen, ʻoi aku ka nui, hoʻokahi wale nō koʻu makemake: e hele e hiamoe, e hoʻokele me aʻu ʻole!
ʻAe, ʻaʻole hiki.
19h, hoʻi mai ke kauka wahine a nīnau mai iaʻu inā manaʻo wau i ka makemake e pahu. Aʻole iki !
20h, hookahi ninau, hookahi pane!
21 pm, lohi ka naʻau o ka pēpē, hopohopo ka poʻe a puni iaʻu, kahi hoʻopiʻi wikiwiki, a ua hoʻi nā mea a pau i ka maʻamau.
Koe wale no ka wai o ka amniotic (me ke koko), ke kau mau nei ka bebe ma luna o ka ʻōpū a ʻaʻole ʻike iki i ka wikiwiki i ka iho ʻana i lalo, ua pā au i ka 8 knm, ʻaʻole i neʻe aʻe. he manawa maikaʻi.
Hele ka gynecologist i 100 mau ʻanuʻu ma waena o ka lumi hana a me ke alahele, lohe au i ka "cesarean", "general anesthesia", "spinal anesthesia", "epidural"
A i loko o ia manawa, hoʻi mai nā ʻokiʻoki i kēlā me kēia minuke, ʻeha wau, maʻi wau, Makemake au e pau kēia, a e hoʻoholo kekahi!
Ma hope, lawe lākou iaʻu i ka OR, ʻike ka makuakāne iā ia iho i haʻalele ʻia ma ke alaloa. He kuleana ko'u i ka ma'i kuamo'o, e ho'iho'i mai ia'u i ka minoaka. ʻAʻole au i manaʻo hou i nā ʻokiʻoki, hauʻoli ia!
22h17, ua puka mai ka'u anela li'ili'i i waho, ua ho'oku'i 'ia e ka palekeiki a hopu 'ia e ke kauka.
ʻAʻole lawa ka manawa e ʻike iā ia ke lawe ʻia ʻo ia i ka ʻauʻau me kona makuakāne ʻo ia ka mea hōʻike mua i hoʻopā ʻia.
He huakaʻi liʻiliʻi ma ka lumi hoʻōla a hoʻi au i koʻu lumi, me kaʻu keiki e like me ka mea i manaʻo ʻia, no ka morphine.
He hui hou ʻana
He 5 mau minuke koʻu me kaʻu pēpē e ʻōlelo aloha aku iā ia, a haʻalele ʻo ia i kahi mamao loa. Me ka ʻike ʻole inā e ʻike hou au iā ia.
Ke kali weliweli, hiki ole ke hoomanawanui. E hana wale ʻia ʻo ia ma ke kakahiaka Poʻahā no ka omphalo-mesenteric fistula, kahi ʻano hui ma waena o ka ʻōpū a me ka piko, i manaʻo ʻia e pani ʻia ma mua o ka hānau ʻana, akā poina ka hana ma kaʻu wahi waiwai liʻiliʻi. Hoʻokahi ma 85000 inā lawelawe ka hoʻomanaʻo. Ua haʻi ʻia iaʻu he laparotomy (waha nui ma ka ʻōpū), ma hope ua hele ke kauka ʻoki ma ke ala ʻāʻī.
23 pm, hoʻi mai ʻo papa e hoʻomaha.
ʻO ke aumoe, hele mai ke kahu hānai i loko o koʻu lumi, ukali ʻia e ka pediatrician, a haʻi pololei mai iaʻu "He pilikia kāu pēpē". Hiolo ka honua, lohe au i ka ohu e haʻi mai ana ka pediatrician e nalowale ana kaʻu keiki i ka meconium (ke kahua mua o ke keiki) ma ka piko, he mea kakaʻikahi loa ia, ʻaʻole ʻo ia i ʻike inā pili kona ola kino a i ʻole. ʻaʻole, a hiki mai ka SAMU e lawe iā ia i ka neonatal unit ma ka haukapila (Ua hānau au i loko o ke keʻena hauʻoli), a laila e haʻalele ʻo ia i ka lā ʻapōpō no kahi haukapila i hoʻolako ʻia me kahi hui o ka ʻoki pediatric, ʻoi aku ma mua o 1 km.
Ma muli o ka casarean, ʻaʻole ʻae ʻia au e hele pū me ia.
Haule ka honua, uwe pau ole au. No ke aha mākou ? No ke aha la ia ? No ke aha mai ?
He 5 mau minuke koʻu me kaʻu pēpē e ʻōlelo aloha aku iā ia, a haʻalele ʻo ia i kahi mamao loa. Me ka ʻike ʻole inā e ʻike hou au iā ia.
Ke kali weliweli, hiki ole ke hoomanawanui. E hana wale ʻia ʻo ia ma ke kakahiaka Poʻahā no ka omphalo-mesenteric fistula, kahi ʻano hui ma waena o ka ʻōpū a me ka piko, i manaʻo ʻia e pani ʻia ma mua o ka hānau ʻana, akā poina ka hana ma kaʻu wahi waiwai liʻiliʻi. Hoʻokahi ma 85000 inā lawelawe ka hoʻomanaʻo. Ua haʻi ʻia iaʻu he laparotomy (waha nui ma ka ʻōpū), ma hope ua hele ke kauka ʻoki ma ke ala ʻāʻī.
Ma ka Pōʻalima ua ʻae ʻia au e ʻimi i kaʻu keiki, hele au e moe ana i loko o kahi ambulance, kahi huakaʻi lōʻihi a ʻeha, akā. ʻo ka hope e ʻike hou au i kaʻu pēpē.
I ka Poalua aʻe, hoʻi mākou a pau i ka home, no ka mālama ʻana i ka jaundice nani ma mua o kēlā!
He huakaʻi i haʻalele i kona hōʻailona, ʻaʻole kino, ʻaʻole mālama kaʻu keikikāne nui i nā hopena o kēia "hoʻokūkū" a ʻike ʻole ʻia ka ʻili i ka mea ʻike ʻole, akā. nāʻike naʻu. Loaʻa iaʻu nā pilikia a pau o ka honua ke kaʻawale ʻana mai iā ia, ke noho nei au me ka ʻeha, e like me nā makuahine āpau i hiki mai kekahi mea iā ia, He moa makuahine wau, ʻoi aku paha, akā ma mua o nā mea a pau i piha i ke aloha a koʻu ʻānela i hāʻawi mai iaʻu i hoʻokahi haneli.
Aurélie (31 makahiki), makuahine o Noa (6 a me ka hapa makahiki) a me Camille (17 mahina)