ʻO ka wahine mua i kona ola i kū ʻo ia i ka lima o kāna malama.
ʻO kahi puʻupaʻa 20 makahiki he mea laha ʻole i ko mākou manawa. Akā ʻo Nicole Moore kekahi o lākou. ʻAʻole ʻo ia e nānā iā ia iho no ke kāne kāne, e mālama ana iā ia iho a hiki i ka male ʻana - ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke kino maoli. Ua loaʻa i ke kaikamahine ka maʻi puʻupuʻu, kahi ʻano e spasm i nā mākala i ka pūpū ke hoʻāʻo nei e hoʻokomo i kekahi mea i loko.
"ʻAʻole wau i hoʻohana i nā tampon, ʻaʻole hiki i nā kauka ke lawe i kahi hamo iaʻu no ka hoʻokolokolo ʻana, akā ʻaʻohe mea i manaʻo iki i kēia ʻano maʻi. Ua kau wale lākou i ko lākou poʻohiwi a hoʻouna iaʻu i ka home, "wahi a Nicole.
ʻAʻole pili ka wahine i ka nīnau - ua pau nā hoʻāʻo ʻana i ka ʻeha hellish. "Ua maopopo iaʻu ua hewa kekahi mea iaʻu, akā ʻaʻole au i ʻike i ka mea. Ke hoʻomaka a me kaʻu ipo kāne e launa, hele hou wau i nā kauka e ʻike i ka mea i ke ala. Akā ua haʻi ʻia iaʻu ua koʻikoʻi loa wau a pono wau e hoʻomaha, "wahi a Nicole.
ʻO ka mea pōmaikaʻi, ua mākaukau kā ke kāne aloha a Nicole e ʻae i kahi kaikamahine me kāna ʻano āpau. Ua aʻo mau lākou e lawe i ka leʻaleʻa o kekahi i kekahi. Akā hiki iā Nicole ke hāpai i nā wili wale ʻana, ʻaʻole hiki iā lākou ke noʻonoʻo.
"I ka manawa i loaʻa iaʻu ka huhū nui weliweli, ʻeha koʻu umauma. ʻ saidlelo kuʻu hoaaloha ʻo kēia maoli ke ʻano o ka hāpai ʻana. Ua ʻakaʻaka māua i kēia: ua ʻike ʻo ia i koʻu kūlana a maopopo iaʻu ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke hāpai. Akā i ka wā hoʻomaha o ka hana, ua hana wau i ka hoʻāʻo, a ua hōʻike ʻia i ʻelua mau kaha, "- ʻAʻole hiki iā Nicole ke manaʻoʻiʻo i ka mea i hana.
Ua ʻōlelo ʻia kahi hoa aloha hiki ke hāpai ʻia me ka ʻole o ke komo ʻana - inā i ka wā o ka hānai ʻana o ka sperm sperm me kekahi mea i loko o ka ʻōpū. Ua hōʻoia nā kauka ʻo kēia nō paha ka hihia.
ʻOiai, ua pīhoihoi ke kaikamahine. Ma hope o nā mea āpau, he wahine puʻupaʻa ʻo ia. Ua hopohopo ʻo Nicole: ua manaʻo ʻo ia e hoʻoholo kāna ipo kāne nāna e hoʻopunipuni iā ia. Ma hope o nā mea āpau, ʻo ia kekahi, ua ʻike ʻaʻole lākou i moekolohe.
“Laki, ʻaʻole ʻo ia i kānalua iaʻu. ʻAʻole like me nā kauka - ua ʻakaʻaka wale ke kahu hānai nāna wau i nānā i ka haukapila, - hoʻomau ke kaikamahine. "A ʻo ka hiki ʻole iā ia ke hoʻokolokolo maoli iaʻu ma muli o koʻu ʻano helehelena ʻaʻole i hoʻopilikia iā ia."
A i ka piha ʻana o Nicole i ka hā o ka mahina, ua laki ʻo ia: ua hele aku ʻo ia i kahi loea novice i hoʻolohe wale i kahi haʻi ʻōlelo e pili ana i ka wahine wahine a ʻōlelo ʻo ia ka pilikia o ka makuahine e hiki mai ana.
"Ua hele a google wau i nā ʻōuli a loaʻa nā pane e pili ana i koʻu ʻano. Ua like ia me kahi hana mana! Minoʻaka ʻo Nicole. "I kēia manawa ua ʻike wau ua maikaʻi nā mea āpau me aʻu, he maʻi wale nō ia."
Hiki ke kumu ʻia ʻo Vaginismus e nā kumu like ʻole: kahi ʻike moekolohe maikaʻi ʻole a i ʻole ka manaʻoʻiʻo he hoʻohilahila ka wahine. A i ʻole ala aʻe no ke kumu ʻole. Akā ʻo ka mea nui hiki ke mālama ʻia kēia ʻano. No laila ua kū kekahi hana mana hou iā Nicole - ua lilo kāna puʻupaʻa, aia i ka lima o ka malama o ka hāpai ʻana.
A ma hope o ka hāʻawi ʻia ʻana o nā mahina ʻehā, hānau maila kā Nicole kaikamahine, ʻo Tilly.
"Kāhea lākou iaʻu ʻo Virgin Mary i kēia manawa," ʻakaʻaka ka makuahine ʻōpio. - ʻAʻole wau i hoʻopau loa i koʻu pilikia, akā i kēia manawa ua ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o nā mea āpau. Loaʻa iaʻu kahi ola pilikino pilikino - a me kaʻu hana mana liʻiliʻi, kaʻu Tilly. “