Kilo o ka hāpai ʻana: Ua lawe pū ke kāne a Mélanie i kekahi! Moʻolelo
“ʻEono kilo, ua loaʻa kaʻu kāne i ʻeono kilo i koʻu wā hāpai! ʻOiai i kēia lā, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke manaʻoʻiʻo. I koʻu haʻi ʻana iā ia ua hāpai au, ua hauʻoli ʻo Laurent, ʻoiai ʻoiai ua manaʻo mākou i kēia hāpai ʻana no kekahi mau mahina. ʻO ka mua, hauʻoli nui ʻo ia. A me ka liuliu, hoomaopopo iho la au ua hui pu kekahi ehaeha me kona hauoli. ʻAʻohe mea kupanaha: hopohopo wale ʻo ia o hiki mai kekahi mea iaʻu a me ka pēpē. Ma hope iho, ua mālie.
a, I koʻu hiki ʻana i koʻu mahina ʻekolu o koʻu hāpai ʻana, ua hoʻomaka ke kaumaha ʻoiai ʻaʻole ʻo ia e ʻai ana ma mua o ka mea maʻamau. Ua kau nā paona ma luna o kona ʻōpū. I ka wā mua, ʻaʻole au i hoʻolohe pono iā ia, akā i kekahi pō ua lele ʻo ia iaʻu. ʻŌlelo wau iā ia, ʻakaʻaka: "E, me he mea lā ua hāpai ʻoe!" Ua ʻike ʻoe i ke kini liʻiliʻi āu. Ua ʻoi aku ka nui o kou ʻōpū ma mua o koʻu! Ua kūʻē ʻo ia me ka ikaika, akā i kona kaupaona ʻana iā ia iho, ʻike ʻo ia ua pololei wau… Ua noʻonoʻo mākou i ke kumu e piʻi ai ke kaumaha. Malia paha ua ʻoi aʻe ʻo ia ma mua o ka mea maʻamau, ʻaʻole naʻe i keu, me he mea lā iā mākou. Ua hoʻāʻo ʻo ia e hoʻolohe i kāna mea i ʻai ai, akā ua hoʻomau ʻo ia i ka piʻi ʻana o ke kaumaha a hiki i ka loaʻa ʻana o ke kuko… i ka wahine hāpai! Mai koʻu malama ʻeono, he ʻakaʻaka ʻo ia i kekahi manawamakemake. No ka laʻana, i kekahi ahiahi ma kahi o 23 pm, ua hoʻomaka ʻo ia e makemake nui i ka ice cream me ka whipped cream, ʻo ia ka mea maʻamau ʻaʻole makemake i kēia mea ʻai! A ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole mākou. I kekahi lā aʻe, makemake au e kūʻai i kekahi, akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia i makemake loa… He ʻumi lā ma hope mai, ua moeʻuhane ʻo ia i ka ʻai ʻana i nā apricots i ka lā Pepeluali a ʻaʻole makemake ʻo ia a hiki i kēia. maanei. A he mau makemake ikaika loa keia! No nā hola, noʻonoʻo wale ʻo ia i kēlā. He mea kāhāhā loa ka ʻike. Ma kahi o ʻelua mahina, a laila ua mālie ʻo Laurent. ʻAʻohe oʻu manaʻo i kekahi mea: ʻaʻole makemake a ʻaʻole makemake ikaika.
ʻO kona kaikuahine ka mea i haʻi aku iā ia i kekahi lā, me ka hoʻomāʻewaʻewa iā ia, e uhi ana paha ʻo ia. Ua maopopo iā mākou he aha ia, ʻaʻohe mea ʻē aʻe. No laila, holo wikiwiki mākou ma ka Pūnaewele e ʻike i nā mea āpau e pili ana i kēia halepule kaulana. A ua ʻoluʻolu ʻo Laurent i ka ʻike ʻana ʻaʻole ʻo ia wale nō ke kanaka i ʻike i kēia kūlana. Mai ka ʻike i hiki iaʻu ke hōʻiliʻili, he kakaikahi nā kāne i loaʻa nā hōʻailona kino i ka wā hāpai o kā lākou hoa. Ua hōʻoiaʻiʻo ʻia ʻo Laurent: ʻaʻole ʻo ia he ʻano mea kūpono! Mai kā mākou i hoʻomaopopo ai, ʻo ka manaʻo o kēia covade he pono e hōʻike i ka honua holoʻokoʻa e loaʻa ana iā ia kahi keiki. A ʻo ke kumu maoli ʻo ia i hōʻike ai ma o kona kino.
Ua lawe au ia mea a pau me ka nui o ka hoohenehene. ʻO nā paona a kaʻu kāne e hōʻiliʻili nei, ʻo kona ʻiʻini a me kona ʻeha kua i hoʻomaka ma kahi o koʻu 6 mahina o ka hāpai ʻana, ua lawe maikaʻi wau. Ua ʻakaʻaka iaʻu… ʻAʻole lokomaikaʻi kona kaikuahine iā ia: manaʻo ʻo ia ua makemake ʻo ia e ʻike ʻia ʻo ia a ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke hoʻomanawanui ua kau ka manaʻo āpau i kāna wahine. Ua manaʻo wau ua paʻakikī loa ʻo ia iā ia. Ua kamaʻilio nui mākou me Laurent a ua hoʻopau mākou i ka haʻi ʻana iā mākou iho ʻo kāna ala e komo ai i kēia hanana e hoʻololi i ko mākou ola.
No ka "hooluolu" iaia no keia mau kilo e ahu ana a paakiki iaia, olelo aku au iaia: "O keia kou ala e hoomakaukau ai ia oe iho e lilo i makua. He nani loa! ” ʻO ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻakaʻaka pinepine mākou i kēia ʻano: ʻo ka lā, no ka laʻana, ke kū ʻaoʻao mākou i mua o ke aniani, e ʻike i ka mea nona ka ʻōpū nui loa ... Ua nakinaki loa mākou i kēlā lā! ʻO wau, ʻo ka mea hopohopo iaʻu ʻaʻole e nalowale ma hope o ka hānau ʻana i ka 14 kg i loaʻa iaʻu i koʻu wā hāpai.
Ua ʻōlelo pū wau iaʻu iho ʻaʻole paha e ʻike ʻo Laurent i nā "kāleka koko" āna e ʻaʻahu nei… He ʻoiaʻiʻo ma mua o koʻu hāpai ʻana, ua hana nui ʻo Laurent i nā haʻuki, a ma laila, ua haʻalele mālie ʻo ia i kāna mau hana haʻuki. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke wehewehe i ka mea e hana nei i loko o kona poʻo. Malia paha ua hopohopo nui ʻo ia, ʻoluʻolu loa iaʻu ma hope o nā mea a pau. ʻAʻole hauʻoli nui ʻo Laurent i kēia kūlana, ʻo ia ka mea i ʻili mau. ʻAʻole naʻe ʻo ia i makemake e lawe iā ia iho i ka ʻai maoli, ʻoiai ʻaʻole ʻo ia i manaʻo ua ʻai nui ʻo ia. Hoʻopau ʻo ia i ka maʻa a me ka hoʻomāʻewaʻewa ʻana i kēia mau mea ʻē aʻe i loaʻa iā ia, e pāʻani i ka pāʻani. Ua hana ʻino koʻu makuahine! ʻAʻole ʻo ia i ʻike he mea maʻamau iā ia ke ʻike "ke kino" i koʻu hāpai ʻana. Hoʻomaka ʻo ia e haʻi mai iaʻu he pilikia kona, ʻaʻole paha ʻo ia i ʻae i kēia keiki e like me kāna ʻōlelo ʻana, a me nā mea o kēlā ʻano. ʻO wau, ʻoi aku ka maluhia, i kekahi lā ua hoʻōki au i koʻu makuahine a haʻi aku wau iā ia me ka paʻa loa ʻaʻole e komo, ʻaʻohe mea, a ʻo wau wale nō ʻo Laurent. Pīhoihoi loa ʻo ia i kaʻu ʻōlelo ʻana iā ia me kēia ʻano a hoʻōki koke ʻo ia i ka noʻonoʻo. ʻO nā hoaaloha a Laurent kekahi i "hoʻopilikia" iā ia, akā ʻaʻohe nastiness. ʻO kaʻu mau hoaaloha, ua hauʻoli nui kēia kūlana iā lākou, ʻaʻole lākou i ʻike i kekahi.
I ka wā i hānau ʻia ai ʻo Roxane, aia ʻo Laurent ma koʻu ʻaoʻao i loko o ka hale hānai, me kona kaumaha nui a me kona hauʻoli nui. He mea kupanaha ka ʻike ʻana iā ia me kona ʻōpū nui a me kāna kaikamahine ma kona mau lima. I nā mahina i hala iho nei, e kū'ē i nā pilikia a pau, ua lilo koke kāna mau paona. Noʻu, ua lōʻihi ka lōʻihi: Ua lawe au ma kahi o ʻumi ma mua o ka loaʻa ʻana o kaʻu laina! He mea hoʻomanaʻo ʻakaʻaka kēia halepule no mākou. I kēia lā, ʻakaʻaka pū mākou no ia mea. Manaʻo wau inā e hiki hou mai ka hanana inā loaʻa ka lua o kā māua keiki. Akā ʻaʻole hopohopo iaʻu no ka honua a ʻaʻole hoʻi ʻo Laurent. ʻŌlelo mau wau ua loaʻa i kā mākou kaikamahine liʻiliʻi ka manawa e "hana iā ia iho" i loko o kā mākou ʻōpū ʻelua! A ke manaʻo nei au he hōʻoia mua ia o ke aloha a Laurent i hāʻawi mai iaʻu. ”
Nīnauele na Gisèle Ginsberg