Mālama pū nā keiki maʻamau i ka ʻohana. Akā hiki i ke keiki, ka mea a ka makuakāne o ka ʻohana e manaʻo ai iā ia, ʻaʻohe mea e pili ana iā biologically me ia. He aha e hana ai - haʻi i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo a wahahe paha i mea e mālama ai i ka pilina?
Nalowale i kona mau manaʻo, ua hele mālie ʻo Anna Sergeevna ma ke alanui. Koke, holo maila kahi pālolo nui i loko o kona mau maka, mai kahi ʻohana hauʻoli me kahi pēpē nani i minoʻaka ai. Ua kūlike ʻole ka huaʻōlelo hoʻolaha me ke kiʻi hauʻoli: “Definition of paternity. Inoa inoa ʻole ma ka makemake ”. Kupanaha: ua hele wāwae ʻo ia i kēia alanui i kēia kakahiaka, akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia i ʻike i ka pale kaua. ʻAʻohe mea kupanaha, akā, ua ʻōlelo lākou he mea maʻamau ka nānā ʻana o ke kanaka i ka consonant me kona ʻano o ka noʻonoʻo: i hoʻokahi hola i hala, ua ʻike ʻo ia me ka ʻole o nā hoʻokolohua kūpuna ka makua kāne o kāna moʻopuna kāne hoʻokahi. Ua loaʻa wale ia, akā hāʻawi ʻo Anna Sergeevna i nā mea he nui i hiki ʻole ai kēia pōpilikia i kona ola.
… Ua hoʻomanaʻo ʻo ia i ka lā hānau o kā ʻAlyoshka moʻopuna ma ka uaki. I ka manawa mua, hoʻomālielie ʻo ia i kāna hūnōna wahine kupanaha: ua emi ke kai i ka hala he XNUMX mau lā ma mua o ka lā i manaʻo ʻia, a ua makaʻu ʻo Dasha. "Mai hopohopo, ua aneane piha ka pēpē, e maikaʻi nā mea āpau," ua aʻo ʻo ia i ka makuahine ʻōpio me ka ʻole o ʻelima mau minuke. A laila, ke kali nei i kahi kelepona mai kāna keiki kāne, nāna i lawe kāna wahine i ka haukapila, makaʻu ʻo ia e hoʻokuʻu i ke kelepona. I ke kāhea ʻana o Maxim a, e uē ana me ka hauʻoli, ua ʻōlelo mai ua hānau ʻia kahi pēpē ikaika, olakino, ua maikaʻi ka hānau ʻana a ke hauʻoli nei ka makuahine a me kāna keiki, ua ʻike ʻo Anna Sergeevna ua hoʻomaka kahi pae nui a koʻikoʻi hoʻi o kona ola. ʻAʻole like me ka nui o nā kupuna wahine, ʻaʻole ʻo ia i moeʻuhane i kahi moʻopuna. Makemake ʻo ia e hānau ʻia kahi keikikāne me ka hemahema ʻole, e like me kāna keikikāne, ka maka polū hoʻokahi, ʻakaʻaka a akamai hoʻi.
ʻO Alyoshka, me he mea lā ke lohe ʻole nei i ka makemake o kona kupuna wahine, ua lilo ʻo ia i keiki maikaʻi ʻole. Ma ke ʻano he pēpē, ua pilikia ʻole ʻo ia: ʻai ʻo ia, hiamoe a nānā i kēia ao kamaʻāina nui ʻole me ka hoihoi. Akā ma waho, ʻaʻole like ka pēpē me kona makuakāne a me kona makuahine paha. ʻO Maxim, e ʻakaʻaka ana, a i kekahi manawa ua hoʻomākeʻaka ʻo ia no ka noʻonoʻo ʻana e pili ana i ka mea a lākou i loaʻa, ʻelua mau blondes maka ʻulaʻula, hānau ʻia kahi brunette ʻeleʻele. E like, he mea kūpono ke nānā pono ʻana i kā Dasha ukali, inā aia kekahi mea e like me Alyoshka. ʻO kēia manaʻo hoʻomākeʻaka ke kumuhana o ka leʻaleʻa ākea i ka ʻohana, a ʻaʻole ʻo Anna Sergeevna, i loko o kāna moemoeā pōʻino loa, i ʻike ʻole i ka hua o ka ʻoiaʻiʻo i loko o kēia hoʻomākeʻaka hala ʻole.
... I hoʻokahi pule ma hope, ua ʻelima mau makahiki ʻo Alyoshka, a ʻo ke kupunawahine aloha, i hoʻomākaukau i ka ʻaina awakea, hele akula i ke kikowaena kūʻai e kiʻi i makana na kāna moʻopuna. I kekahi lā i hala, ua nānā ʻo ia ma hope o kahi scooter maikaʻi loa ma laila a ua hauʻoli wau i ke kakali ʻana pehea i ke kakahiaka o kāna lā hānau e ʻōwili ai ʻo ia i kāna makana i hoʻonani ʻia me nā pāluna i loko o ka lumi o ke keiki hānau lā aloha. He lā wela loa ia, a ua hoʻoholo ʻo ia e kū ma ka cafe ma ka papahele mua o ke kahua kūʻai no ka inu hou. Noho ʻo ia me ke aniani misted ma ka papaʻaina, ʻoluʻolu ʻo ia i lawe i ka omo mua - a ʻaneʻane ʻāʻī ʻia i ka inu hau. Noho ʻelua mau papa mai iā ia e noho ana i kahi kamaʻilio kamaʻilio. ʻO kāna hūnōna wahine ia me kahi kāne ʻōpio āna i ʻike ʻole ai. E noho hapalua ana ʻo Dasha, akā e kū pono ana kāna hoa iā Anna Sergeevna, a ʻo kona alo ka mea i hoʻokūʻi i ka puʻuwai o ka wahine. ʻO ke kāne e noho ana ma ka ʻaoʻao he like nā maka, ka ihu, ka lauoho e like me kāna moʻopuna - he like wale ke ʻano me ke kiʻi. Ua lilo maoli ka mana o Anna Sergeevna iā ia iho, ʻaʻole hiki ke lawe i kona mau maka mai ke alo o ka malihini. Ua ʻike ʻo ia i kekahi luahine e haka pono mai ana iā ia mai kahi pākaukau kokoke mai, a nānā aku me ka nīnau iā ia. Ua kiʻi ʻo Dasha i kēia ʻano nānā, huli a huli - a ua ʻōmaka ʻo ia i kona ʻike ʻana i kona makuahōnōwai wahine. ʻAluli ʻole ʻo Anna Sergeevna iā ia, kū i luna mai ka papaʻaina a hele i ka puka, hoʻopoina i ke kumu o kāna kipa ʻana i ke kikowaena kūʻai. Pūkū koʻu poʻo, paʻakikī e hanu. ʻO ka mea nui loa, ua makemake ʻo ia e noho hoʻokahi i mea e hoʻomaopopo ai pehea e ola ai me kēia ʻike i kēia manawa.
Komo i ke keʻena, hele ʻo ia i kona keʻena a moe i lalo ke alo i luna o kahi moe. ʻO ka mea kupaianaha, ua nele loa kona poʻo: ʻaʻole ia no ka makemake ʻole e noʻonoʻo e pili ana i ke kūlana, ʻaʻole hiki iā ia. ʻAno ʻē ke ʻano: ʻaʻole hiamoe ka wahine a ala ʻole hoʻi, me he mea lā ua hina ʻo ia i loko o ka hoʻolāʻau hoʻomaha a nalowale ka manawa o ka manawa. Pehea ka lōʻihi o ke hala ʻana i ka wā e kīkeke ana ma ka puka, ʻaʻole ʻike ʻo Anna Sergeevna. Ua maopopo iā ia ka mea e kikeke ana, akā ʻaʻohe ikaika e pane ai. ʻOiai, akā, a me nā makemake.
"Hiki?" - Kū ʻo Dasha ma ka paepae o kona lumi, me ka ʻaʻa ʻole e komo. Ua nānā aʻe nā maka o Anna Sergeevna iā ia. Ua helehelena keʻokeʻo o ka hūnōna wahine, a ua ʻano haʻalulu kona leo. Me ke kali ʻole ʻana no kahi pane, ua hele ʻo ia i lalo i ka lumi a noho i lalo i ka lima o ka noho. Kau ʻia ka hāmau i loko o ka lumi: ʻaʻole makemake kekahi e kamaʻilio, a ʻaʻole ʻike kekahi i kahi e hoʻomaka ai. He mau minuke ka lōʻihi o ka hāmau. ʻO ka hope loa ua kamaʻilio malū ʻo Dasha, e nānā ana ma kahi o Anna Sergeevna: "E hoʻomanaʻo, i ka manawa a māua i male ai, ʻaʻole hāʻawi ʻia ʻo Maxim e kāna ipo aloha? ʻAʻole hiki iā ia ke hoʻokuʻu iā ia e hele a ʻae i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo ua male ʻo ia, ʻo ia hoʻi ua nalowale iā ia a mau loa aku. Kohu mea, aloha nui ʻo ia iā Max a lana ka manaʻo e hoʻi. ʻO kaʻu kāne, heʻoiaʻiʻo, ua hōʻoiaʻiʻo iaʻu ʻo ia kona hala i hala, ka mea pono ʻole e hoʻomanaʻo ʻia, akā ʻaʻole e poina ke kaikamahine iā ia. Ma kahi o ʻekolu mau mahina ma hope o ka male ʻana, ua nānā malū wau i kāna ʻaoʻao ma ka pūnaewele - a ua pūʻiwa wau. Ua hoʻolei kāna ex iā ia i kahi pūpū o kāna mau kiʻi paʻi pono ʻole a kākau i kēlā, ke nānā aku iā lākou, pono ʻo ia e hoʻomanaʻo i nā mea āpau i hana ʻia ma waena o lākou. Nui a hewahewa nā kikoʻī pili loa i manaʻo ʻino ʻole wau. Akā ʻaʻole ka mea maikaʻi loa kēia, akā ka pane a Maxim. Ua kākau ʻo ia iā ia ʻaʻole ʻo ia i poina i kekahi mea a eia nō naʻe he mea nui ia iā ia, akā e noho ʻo ia i kahi wā hauʻoli, a ua ʻokoʻa kāna makana. Ua uluhua wale wau i ka huhū a me ka huhū. Pehea e maopopo ai ke ʻano nui ʻo ia iā ia? A no ke aha ʻo ia i hoʻololi ai i kona wā leʻaleʻa no kahi makana maʻamau? Ua palaka wale wau mai kēlā mau hōʻike! Ua hoʻi lohi ʻo Max i ka home mai ka hana, hoʻohālike wau e hiamoe ana wau, a i ke kakahiaka aʻe ua haʻalele wau no kekahi mau lā ʻelua ma kahi huakaʻi ʻoihana. I ke ala i ke kahua, ua nīnau mau ʻo ia no ke aha wau e kaumaha ai a kūmau hoʻi. ʻLelo wau ʻaʻole wau i hiamoe nui a maikaʻi ʻole wau. Ua hoʻowalewale ʻia wau e nīnau he aha ke ʻano o nā leka aʻu i ʻike ai, akā pehea e ʻae ai ua heluhelu wau iā ia? No laila ua haʻalele ʻo ia i ka naʻaupō piha loa a kaʻu kāne i aloha nui ai, ʻo wau a ʻo kāna ex. ʻOiaʻiʻo, ua ʻike wau i nā mea āpau i ka waihoʻoluʻu ʻeleʻele, a ua ulu ka huhū i loko o kuʻu ʻuhane.
Ma ka ʻoihana kahi i hele mai ai au e aʻo mai ka ʻike, ua hoʻonoho ʻia kahi limahana uʻi e nānā i kaʻu hoʻomaʻamaʻa. Ua ʻike ʻoe iā ia me aʻu i loko o ka cafe i kēia lā. Ua haʻi maopopo mai ke kāne iaʻu i nā mea āpau me ka maopopo a hōʻike iā ia, akā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke ʻike i kekahi mea: ua noho ʻia kuʻu poʻo e kekahi. Ua ʻike ʻo ia i ka makehewa o kāna hana ʻana a nīnau akula he aha kēia pilikia. ʻAʻole wau i hūnā i ke kumu: no laila, makemake koke wau e ʻōlelo i kahi kanaka kamaʻāina ʻole - hiki ʻole ke kaʻana like i kaʻu pōʻino me nā mea aloha. Ua hoʻolohe ʻo ia iaʻu a kono iaʻu i kona wahi. E hele mākou, e ʻōlelo ʻo ia, e hoʻolohe i ke mele, e hoʻomaha i ka hoʻoluhi. Ua maopopo iaʻu ke ʻano o ke kono ʻana, akā ua ʻae au. Ua loaʻa koke iaʻu kahi makemake e hoʻopaʻi i kaʻu kāne, ka mea, i ka male ʻana, ʻaʻole hiki ke ʻike ʻo wai kāna i aloha nui ai.
I ke kakahiaka, e ala ana i kahi hale o haʻi, ua ʻike wau i ka mea aʻu i hana ai. ʻO ka hoʻopaʻi, e like me ka mea i ʻike ʻia, ʻaʻole ia ke ala ʻoi loa e hoʻoponopono ai i nā pilikia: ʻAʻohe aʻu mea ma mua koe ʻo Max, a ma hope o nā mea āpau i hana ʻia, huhū wau iaʻu iho. I hoʻokahi lā ma hope mai, ua haʻalele wau, hoʻokahi wale nō maʻi poʻo i loaʻa iaʻu mai kēia huakaʻi ʻoihana maʻamau. Ma ka home, ua hoʻoholo wau e kamaʻilio me kaʻu kāne e pili ana i nā leka i hoʻokahuli ʻole iaʻu. Ua hoʻopaʻapaʻa ʻo ia iaʻu no ka mea ʻo wau i piʻi ai i kāna ʻaoʻao me ka ʻole o ka noi ʻana, akā ua hōʻoiaʻiʻo iaʻu ua koho ʻo ia i kēia taktika i ka hana pū ʻana me kāna ipo aloha. ʻO ia, ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia, he psyche kūpilikiʻi loa kona, a ua ʻōlelo hoʻoweliweli ʻo ia i kekahi mau manawa e hana i ke ola inā kū wau i ke aloha iā ia. A ua hoʻāʻo ʻo Max e hoʻoliʻiliʻi i ke kamaʻilio pū me ia i mea ʻole, makaʻu i nā hopena maikaʻi ʻole o kāna haʻihaʻi makaʻu.
Ma hope o ka lohe ʻana i kēia mau mea āpau, ua mākaukau wau e uē no ke kaumaha. He aha kaʻu i hana ai? Ma hope o nā mea āpau, ʻaʻole i lawe kēlā pō pōmaikaʻi i ka maluhia o ka noʻonoʻo iaʻu a ʻaʻole i hoʻohui i ka hilinaʻi iaʻu iho. Akā ʻaʻole au i ʻaʻa e ʻae i kaʻu kāne ua haki wau i ka wahie i ka wela o kēia manawa. A ʻike koke ʻo ia ua hāpai ʻo ia. Ua pule wau i ke Akua i ʻole e hoʻi hou kaʻu lawehala e haʻohaʻo iaʻu i koʻu ola a hānau ʻia ka pēpē mai Maxim. Akā, ʻo ka mana kiʻekiʻe, ua huhū nui ʻia no kuʻu makaʻu a ua hoʻoholo lākou e hoʻopaʻi iaʻu: me ka nānā ʻole ʻana i ka hānau hou, ua ʻike wau ʻo wai kona makuakāne. ʻLelo lākou ua hānau ʻia nā pēpē āpau ma ka maka like, akā ʻo kaʻu keikikāne kope o kona makuakāne hānau. ʻO ka mea maʻamau, ʻaʻole wau e haʻi aku iā wai e pili ana i ka hānau ʻana o kahi keiki. Ma hope o kēlā huakaʻi ʻoihana, ʻaʻole mākou i hoʻopili hou iā ia, a poina wau i kona inoa. Akā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke loaʻa ka ikaika e haʻi aku i kaʻu kāne ʻaʻole kāna keiki kēia. Eia kekahi, ua ʻike wau i ke aloha o Max iā Alyoshka, pehea ʻo ia e pili hou aku ai iā ia i kēlā me kēia lā. ʻAʻole ʻoe e manaʻoʻiʻo i ka wāwahi ʻia ʻana o kuʻu ʻuhane e nā ʻōlelo hoʻomākeʻaka e pili ana i ke ʻano o kā mākou keiki kāne. Ma hope o nā mea āpau, ʻaʻole wale ʻo Maxim, akā ʻaʻole i pili iā ʻoe ʻaʻole kēia kāna keiki ponoʻī. Ua manaʻoʻiʻo ʻia ʻolua he mau mea ʻano ʻole o nā genetics.
Ma ka liʻuliʻu, hoʻomaka wau e hoʻomālie a emi a emi iho ke nānā ʻana i kahi kumuhana ʻehaʻeha iaʻu. I ka hopena, ke hānai nei ka poʻe i nā keiki hānai a aloha iā lākou e like me ka ʻohana, ʻo ia wale nō ʻaʻole ʻike kaʻu kāne e pili ana. He ʻano chynical paha ia, akā, mai koʻu manaʻo, ʻo kēia wale nō ke ala e hauʻoli ai ka ʻohana. Eia kekahi, aia nō he mau keiki i kā mākou hoʻolālā me Max, a ua hōʻoiaʻiʻo wau iaʻu iho e loaʻa i kaʻu kāne kāna keiki ponoʻī.
A i nehinei ua wehe mākou i kahi seminar pūnaewele ma kahi hana, i hele ʻia e nā hoa hana mai nā wahi he nui. Ua pūʻiwa wau i ka ʻike ʻana i waena o ka poʻe i hōʻea mai - a me kaʻu mea mālama wā lōʻihi. Inā wau i ʻike e ʻike wau iā ia, ma lalo o kekahi kumu ʻaʻole wau e hele e hana i kēia mau lā. E hāʻawi wau i kahi hoʻomaha maʻi - a ʻaʻole mākou i hui. Akā, auwe, ua hele mākou i nā ala. Ua ʻike ʻo ia iaʻu i hoʻokahi manawa, akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia i hoʻāʻo e "hoʻolohe hou i ke mele", ua noi wale ʻo ia iaʻu e hōʻike iā ia i ke kūlanakauhale. I kēia lā aia wale nō ka seminar a hiki i ka wā ʻaina awakea, a hele mākou e holoholo ma waenakonu. ʻOiaʻiʻo, ua luhi ka hele wāwae no ka wela, a hele mākou i ka hale kūʻai e noho i ke anuanu a inu kope. Ma laila ʻoe i ʻike ai iā mākou. Ua maopopo koke iaʻu: ua kuhi ʻoe ʻo ka makuakāne ia o Alyoshka. Eia nō naʻe, paʻakikī ke koho ʻole ʻana ma aneʻi - nānā maoli lākou i ke kanaka like. Ua kamaʻilio nui ʻo ia e pili ana i kāna kaikamahine liʻiliʻi, ʻekolu ona makahiki. A hoʻolohe a hoʻomaopopo wau ʻaʻole ia e ʻike he keiki kāne kāna.
ʻĀ, ʻānō ua ʻike ʻoe i nā mea āpau. ʻAʻole wau e hoʻāʻo nei e hoʻāpono iaʻu iho i kou mau maka - maopopo iaʻu ʻaʻohe kala o kaʻu mau wahaheʻe. ʻĀ, naʻu ponoʻī nō, a naʻu iho e pane. I kēia kūlana, minamina wau i nā mea āpau koe wau iho, akā ʻo ka mea nui loa - no Alyoshka. Ua nalowale ʻo ia i kona makuakāne a me kāna kupunawahine aloha, a ʻo kekahi ʻanuʻu hewa ʻole o kona makuahine ka hewa no nā mea āpau. “
Ua hāmau ʻo Dasha, ke nānā nei naʻe ma kahi o Anna Sergeyevna. Haule hou ka hāmau i loko o ka lumi. ʻO kahi uaki pā nui, i hoʻokuʻu ʻia i ka hoʻomaka o ke kenekulia i hala, ua pā i ka hola ʻeono me ka haunaele: e hōʻea koke ana ʻo Maxim lāua ʻo Alyoshka. ʻO Anna Sergeevna, ke kaniʻuhū, noho i lalo o ka moena, hoʻomaʻemaʻe i kona lauoho a ʻōlelo: "E hele kāua i ka lumi kuke, e hele koke mai nā kāne, pono lākou e hānai. E waiho ka kaua kamaʻilio ʻana ma waena o kāua. ʻO Alyoshka kaʻu moʻopuna, a ʻo kāna hauʻoli, e like me kāna keiki, ʻo ia ke ʻano o koʻu ola. Ua hoʻopaʻi ke Akua iā ʻoe no kou hewa, a ʻaʻole wau wau i kou luna kānāwai. E ʻoluʻolu, e hana i nā mea āpau i hiki ʻole ai kēia hoa ou mai kahi kūlanakauhale ʻē aʻe e hōʻike ʻia ma kā Maxim kahua o ka ʻike. ʻAe, ʻaʻole pono ʻo ia i nā ʻike like. A hoʻokahi mea hou aʻe: pono mākou e hoʻāʻo i nā mea hoʻomākeʻaka e pili ana i ka like ʻole o Alyosha i kona mau mākua ʻaʻole kani hou ʻia i loko o ko mākou hale - mai kēia manawa ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke lawe me ka nānā ʻole. “
No ka manawa mua i ke kamaʻilio holoʻokoʻa, ua hoʻoholo ʻo Dasha e nānā i kona makuahōnōwai wahine. "Mahalo no kou hūnā ʻana i kaʻu mea huna," i ʻōlelo malū ʻo ia. - ʻIke wau ʻaʻole ʻoe e hana nei i kēia no koʻu pono, akā no ka pono o kāu keiki, a ʻaʻole maʻalahi ʻoe e ʻōlelo me kēia kūlana. Ua ʻōlelo pololei ʻoe no kaʻu makaʻu ʻole ua hoʻopaʻi ʻia wau, a e hāpai wau i kēia keʻa i koʻu ola a pau. A ʻo Alyoshka ... ʻAe, i waho he ʻano ʻokoʻa ʻo ia, akā makemake nui wau e loaʻa iā ia ka naʻauao a me ka ʻoluʻolu mai iā ʻoe. ʻO kēia ka hoʻoilina ʻoi loa aʻu e makemake ai no kaʻu keiki. “