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Hanau ma lalo o X: ka hoike a ka palekeiki
Ua ʻike ʻia ʻo Héloïse X., ma ka waena o ka pō hoʻoilo, ma ka paepae o ka puka o ka lumi pilikia. Me he mea lā ʻo ia ke anu a me ka ʻehaʻeha e nā ʻokiʻoki i hāʻawi ʻole i ka manawa e hanu ai. He ʻili diaphanous kona a he maka hopohopo. He ʻōpio ʻo ia, ʻumikūmāwalu paha, iwakālua paha, ʻoi aku ka nui. ʻO "Heloise", no ka mea, he inoa mua ia i loaʻa i kekahi hoa kula kiʻekiʻe e like me ia. ʻO ia ka "X." no ka mea, ua hoʻoholo ʻo Heloise e hānau malū. ʻAʻole au i ʻike i kona ʻano.
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- Loaʻa iaʻu nā hoʻopaʻapaʻa, ʻo kaʻu keiki mua kēia a ʻo ka mea pōʻino, ʻaʻohe oʻu koho ma mua o ka hānau ʻana ma lalo o X. Makaʻu wau, makaʻu loa i nā mea āpau. ʻAʻole ʻike ʻia ʻo ia i ko mākou makuahine, ʻaʻole i hahai ʻia ʻo ia no kona hāpai ʻana. Ua ho'āʻoʻo ia, akā,ʻaʻohe mea, ma keʻano he kuʻuna, makemake e hoʻolohe iā ia. ʻAʻole i loaʻa iā ia ka manawa e kani ai ma nā puka kūpono. ʻAʻole ʻae ʻia ka mālama ʻole me ka ʻike ʻole, he ultrasound wale nō i ka hoʻomaka ʻana o ka hāpai ʻana ma ka hoʻolālā ʻohana. 'Ōleloʻo ia iaʻu ua manaʻoʻo ia ua maikaʻi nā mea a pau, ke neʻe nei kāna pēpē i nā manawa a pau a ua ulu nui kona'ōpū. Ua ʻike ʻo ia i ka hāpai ʻana i nā mahina ʻehā a me ka hapa, ua lohi loa no ka hoʻopau manawaleʻa o ka hāpai ʻana ma Farani. Ua hāʻawi ʻia ʻo ia e hele i Sepania akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia i makemake e nalo i kēia pēpē e hiki mai ana i ka hopena o ka neʻe ʻana, nona ka "kuleana i kāna laki pū kekahi". ʻAʻole ʻo ia makemake i ka epidural. Puhi ʻo ia, ʻauʻau ʻo ia, lomilomi au iā ia, makemake nui ʻo ia i kaʻu mau ʻōlelo aʻo a hoʻohana. Makemake ʻo ia e maikaʻi kāna pēpē ma nā kumu a pau. ʻEhā hola ka lōʻihi o ka hana, ʻaʻole ia he nui no ka hānau mua.
ʻAʻole hiki iā Héloïse ke kāohi i kona mau waimaka
Ke kūkākūkā nei mākou me nā lāʻau naha. 'Ōleloʻo ia iaʻu e pili ana i nā kūlana o ka hāpaiʻana:
- Ua aloha nui au i kaʻu hoaaloha. ʻElua mahina ko māua noho ʻana, kāhea mākou i nā manawa a pau. Aia mākou ma ke kulanui hoʻokahi. ʻO kaʻu aloha mua ia. I kekahi lā, poina wau i kaʻu pila, hoʻokahi wale nō Anna, hoʻohiki wau iā ʻoe, ke manaʻoʻiʻo nei ʻoe iaʻu?
ʻAe, manaʻoʻiʻo wau iā ia.
– Manaʻo wau ʻo ia ke kumu i hāpai ai au. I ka pōkole, ua haʻalele ʻo ia iaʻu no kekahi, ʻo kona mau makahiki, a haʻi mai iaʻu ʻaʻole wau i manaʻo maoli iā ia. ʻEkolu mahina ma hope o ko mākou haʻalele ʻana, ua ʻike wau ua hāpai wau i ke kauka i hāʻawi mai iaʻu i palapala hōʻoia no ka tennis. ʻO ia wale nō. Ua hoʻāʻo wau e hoʻopili iā ia i nā manawa he nui, akā ʻaʻole i kūleʻa. ʻO kēia pēpē ka hua o ke aloha ʻoiaʻiʻo. Ua aloha au i kēia kanaka, damn what I love him.
Ua uē ʻo Héloïse, uē nui. ʻAʻole ʻo ia makemake e haʻi iaʻu e pili ana i kona ʻohana, kona ʻano. ʻIke wale au he wahine ʻōpio maikaʻi loa ʻo ia me nā maka hazel kamahaʻo e hoʻomaʻamaʻa i ka wā e ʻeha ai ʻo ia i ka lauoho awelika āna e hoʻomaʻamaʻa ai me kahi peni. He nani ʻo ia, ʻaʻahu ʻo ia i nā kāmaʻa suede nani, he ʻeke ʻili kala kāmelo a me kahi ʻaʻahu duffle huluhulu mānoanoa nani. ʻAʻole makemake ʻo ia e waiho i kekahi mea i kāna faila, ʻaʻole hoʻi i kona ʻano. Hōʻole ʻo ia e ʻae i kēia aloha pōkole e hoʻololi i ke ʻano o kona ola mau loa.
'Ōleloʻo ia iā ia ua mihiʻo ia no nā mea a pau
Makaʻu ʻo ia, ʻōlelo ʻo ia he kuleana ko ia i ke ola like me ka makua kāne, ʻaʻohe kumu e ʻokoʻa ai ʻo ia. ma na alanui. Kūkākūkā pū mākou i ka ʻeha e hiki mai ana nona a me kāna pēpē. Hoʻomaopopo wau iā ia e haʻalele i kāna moʻolelo olakino a me kahi leka no ka pēpē. ʻO kāna mea e ʻae ai. Ke hai aku nei au iaia, owau iho no e kakau i ka moolelo o kona hiki ana mai, o ko makou halawai ana, o na mea a pau e hanaia ana, e waiho i ka waihona. Ke wehewehe nei au iā ia i koʻu manaʻo, ʻo ia kekahi o kaʻu mālama ma ke ʻano he pale keiki. Mahalo ʻo ia iaʻu me ka manaʻo. Ua hiki mai ka manawa hānau. Ua hele pū ʻo Héloïse me kāna keiki a hoʻoikaika i kona ikaika a pau e kōkua iā ia e like me ka hiki.. Ua hānau ʻia ʻo ia ma ka hola 4:18 am He keiki liʻiliʻi maikaʻi ʻo ia o ʻehā kilo, ua ala loa. Lawe koke ʻo ia iā ia, nānā iā ia, hoʻopā iā ia a hāwanawana i nā huaʻōlelo ma kona pepeiao. Honi pū ʻo ia iā ia, no ka manawa lōʻihi. 'Ōleloʻo ia iā ia ua mihiʻo ia no nā mea a pau, akā, makemakeʻo ia e noʻonoʻo i loko o nā mākua hou ma mua o ka'ōpala i kahi halemai Sepania. Ua haʻalele au iā lāua ʻelua, a ua noho lāua i hoʻokahi hola maikaʻi. Hāʻawi ʻo ia i kāna ʻōmole mua. ʻO ka mea aʻu i bapetizo ai iā Iosepa he naʻauao loa ia: ʻaʻole ka leo, ʻaʻole ka leo. Nānā, nānā, nānā hou aku. I ka hola 5:30 am, kāhea mai ʻo ia iaʻu. Ua haʻi aku ʻo ia iā ia.
ʻO ia ka hoʻomaka o kahi ola hou nona, haʻi mai ʻo ia iaʻu
Lawe au iā Iosepa ma koʻu mau lima a hāʻawi iā ia i kahi kahu hānai nāna i lawe iā ia e kūʻē iā ia i loko o ka maʻa no ke koena o ka pō. Ua ʻike au, ʻoiai inā ʻaʻohe mea i hōʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole lākou e ʻike hou kekahi i kekahi. Ua noho au me Héloïse ʻaʻole makemake e hoʻomaha. Ua ʻeha loa ʻo ia i ka ʻōpū a hoʻomau i ka hoʻopiʻi ʻana, ʻoiai ʻaʻohe ona mea
i ʻōlelo ʻia i ka wā hana. I ke kakahiaka nui, ua hoʻoholo ʻo ia e haʻalele. Ma kahi kihi o ka lumi, ua waiho ʻo ia i kahi leka no ka faila o ka pēpē. Ma waho aʻe o kona ʻano, ua hāʻawi ʻo ia i kāna wehewehe kino a me kāna kāne kāne: "Ua lōʻihi māua, he mau maka ʻulaʻula ko mākou, lauoho ʻaleʻale, ua like ko mākou ʻano, me he mea lā ua hana mākou i kahi kāne maikaʻi loa. . "ʻO nā huaʻōlelo ʻē aʻe: "Aloha wau iā ʻoe, e kuʻu keiki liʻiliʻi, akā ua hana ke ola i nā koho ʻano ʻē." Ua hakakā ʻoe e hele mai a ʻae wau iā ʻoe. Mai hopohopo, e loaʻa iā ʻoe nā mākua maikaʻi a ke manaʻolana nei au i ke ola maikaʻi. ” Ma ka hope o ka lā, haʻalele ʻo ia e like me kāna i hele mai ai. ʻAʻole au i ʻike hou iā Héloïse. Ua haʻi aku au iā Iosepa ʻelima mau lā ma hope o kona hānau ʻana, ma mua o kona haʻalele ʻana i ke kula hānai. Malia paha e ʻike hou au iā ia? Me he mea lā e hiki mai ana. Manaʻo wau e hauʻoli ʻo ia. ʻAʻole i hoʻihoʻi ʻo Héloïse. Ua hānai ʻia ʻo Iosepa ʻelua mahina a me kekahi mau lā ma hope o kona hānau ʻana. A ʻaʻohe oʻu kanalua e hoʻohauʻoli ʻo ia i kona mau mākua.
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