ʻO ka hāpai ʻana i hoʻokahi keiki e hoʻololi i ke kino o ka wahine a mau loa. A inā he hāpai hāpai ia, ʻike ʻia nā loli.
He ʻelima mau keiki a Natalie, 30. I ka manawa like, ua hāpai ʻo ia i ʻelua wale nō manawa - hānau mua ʻo ia i kaikamahine, ʻo Kiki, a laila ʻehā. ʻAʻole maʻalahi ke ala i ka makuahine no ke kaikamahine, hāʻawi ʻia iā ia kekahi o nā diagnoses paʻakikī loa: infertility hiki ʻole ke wehewehe. Ua pono wau e hoʻoulu i ka ovulation, e hoʻokomo i nā hormones i hiki iā Natalie ke hāpai. Akā ʻaʻole ʻo ia namunamu, hauʻoli ʻo ia i kona ʻohana kupanaha nui.
He haʻuki ikaika loa ʻo Natalie: ua hana ʻo ia i ka crossfit, powerlifting, yoga. Ua aʻo wau iā yoga. ʻAʻole hoʻokahi lā me ka ʻole o ka hoʻoikaika kino, hoʻomaʻamaʻa, hoʻoikaika kino. ʻAʻole ia he mea kupanaha hiki iā ia ke kaena mau i ke kiʻi maikaʻi loa, lahilahi a kūpono. ʻOiai i ka wā o ka hāpai ʻana, ʻaʻole ʻo ia i blur, ʻoiai ʻo ka hormonal therapy a me ka ʻoiaʻiʻo e hāpai ʻehā ana. ʻO ka hānau mua ma kāna kiʻi ʻaʻole i hōʻike ʻia i kekahi ʻano. ʻAe, ʻaʻole i paʻa koke ka ʻōpū, akā ma hope o nā mea āpau, ʻaʻole hiki i nā mea āpau ke lilo i wahine ʻoi loa e like me Emily Ratajkowski. Akā ʻo ka lua o ka hāpai ʻana, nā fetus he nui, ua loli loa kona kino.
“Ke hele nei au i ka wā pōkole a i ʻole nā leggings kiʻekiʻe-pūhaka, ʻaʻole hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i kekahi mea. Akā pono ke hemo i ka bikini a i ʻole ke hoʻohaʻahaʻa wale ʻana i ke kāʻei, a maopopo leʻa nā mea āpau: ʻaʻole i hele aku koʻu ʻōpū hānau ma kahi ʻē, Ma kahi o ia mea lahilahi a kūpono hoʻi, ma ka mea ʻē aʻe e kau ana kona ʻōpū ma luna o ka pōkole me kahi ʻāpana kūlohelohe.
"ʻO kaʻu hakakā kēia me aʻu iho. Hoʻāʻo wau e aloha iaʻu iho no ka mea ʻo wau, ʻaʻole e waiho i kēia mau pale o ka ʻili e hōʻino i koʻu ola, "i ʻōlelo ʻo ia. ʻO ke ala wale nō e hemo ai i ka ʻōpū ka hāpai, ka ʻōpū. "ʻAʻole au makemake e uku no kēia," wahi a Natalie. - Ua noʻonoʻo nui wau e pili ana, ʻae. Makemake au e hoʻihoʻi i koʻu kino prenatal. Akā ʻaʻole wau makemake e hele ma lalo o ka pahi a ke kauka. “
Wahi a Natalie, ʻo ka mea nui i loko ona ʻaʻole ka nui o ka pūhaka a me ka ʻōpū maikaʻi ʻole. ʻO ka mea nui i hiki iā ia ke hoʻomanawanui a hānau i ʻelima mau keiki. A ʻo ke aloha o kāna kāne iā ia, ʻoiai kāna hemahema o ke kino.
"Mahalo no kēiaʻoiaʻiʻo," kākau lākou i ka makuahine ʻōpio i nā manaʻo. - Hoʻoikaika loa ʻoe! Nani loa ʻoe a haʻaheo wale ʻoe iā ʻoe iho a me kou ʻohana. “
ninaninau
E ʻaʻa paha ʻoe e kau i kahi kiʻi pēlā no nā mea āpau e ʻike ai?
ʻOiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻohe mea hilahila.
ʻAʻole, ʻaʻole au makemake e hoʻonui i kaʻu mau hemahema.
ʻO kā kēlā me kēia ʻoihana - he aha, ehia a iā wai e hōʻike. Inā ʻaʻole ʻoe makemake ia, mai nānā.