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He mea weliweli ka elemakule. ʻOi loa i kēia lā, i ka wā ʻōpio ke ʻano, ke hoʻomaikaʻi ʻia kēlā me kēia noi a kahi cashier e hōʻike i kahi passport. Akā, pono paha ʻoe e hoʻololi i kou ʻano no ka ʻelemakule? E ʻae paha mākou: "ʻAe, ke ʻelemakule nei au." A laila e ʻike ʻoe he mea kupanaha ka ʻelemakule.
E elemakule ana au. (Aia kahi hoʻomaha ma ʻaneʻi no ka poʻe hiki ʻole ke lohe i kēia huaʻōlelo me ka ʻole o ka hoʻōho ʻana i ka pane ʻana: “Auē, mai hoʻopaʻa ʻoe!”, “Ae, holoi ʻoe i ka ihu o kēlā me kēia kanaka!”, “He aha ke ʻano o ka lapuwale āu e kamaʻilio nei. !” E ʻoluʻolu, e ʻoluʻolu, e hoʻōho ʻoe ma ʻaneʻi, a i kēia manawa e hele au e ninini i ka ti.)
Ke ʻelemakule nei au a he mea kāhāhā kēia. He aha ka manawa? No ke aha i ʻōlelo ʻole ʻia ai au? ʻAʻole, ʻoiaʻiʻo, ua ʻike au he mea hiki ʻole ke ʻelemakule, a ua mākaukau hoʻi au e hoʻomaka me ka haʻahaʻa e ʻelemakule… i kekahi lā, i ke kanaono oʻu.
Penei ka puka ana. I koʻu ola a pau, ua humuhumu au i koʻu pūhaka ma ka pūhaka. I kēia manawa, ʻaʻole au i kūpono i kekahi o lākou. ʻAe, e komo au i kekahi mau mea hou aʻe. Akā he aha, e haʻi mai iaʻu, ke kau nei kēia kikoʻī mai luna o ke kāʻei? ʻAʻole wau i kauoha, ʻaʻole naʻu, e hoʻihoʻi! A i ʻole eia nā lima. ʻAʻole au i manaʻo he hiki i nā lima ke ulu aʻe. Ua kūʻai au noʻu iho i nā mea Pākē, humuhumu ʻia no nā wahine Pākē. Aia i hea lākou i kēia manawa? Hāʻawi i kāna mau hūnōna wahine.
I ke kauwela i hala, ua pā au i ke pihi pani a kiʻi i ke kiʻi o ka piko o kuʻu wāwae. Knee, hapa o ka uha, hapa o ka uha lalo. Ua ʻakaʻaka wau i hiki ke hoʻouna ʻia kēia kiʻi i kahi makasina o kekahi ʻano - ua puka mai kahi pana hoʻowalewale. A i ka hāʻule hope loa, ua maʻi au i kahi mea ʻē, a ua uhi ʻia koʻu mau wāwae i nā hives mau.
Ua like ke kiʻi me ka pants ʻulaʻula, hōʻike wau i nā keiki. Ma hope o kēia maʻi, ua hoʻomaka nā aʻa koko ma koʻu mau wāwae i ka pohā, kēlā me kēia. Ke hoʻomaka lākou, ʻaʻole lākou e pau.
Nānā wau i lalo i koʻu mau wāwae i ʻai ʻia e ka mu a me ka hopohopo, nīnau wau i kekahi, "He aha? ʻAʻole hiki ke hele wāwae ʻole?»
Akā ʻo ka mea ʻoluʻolu ka maka. Wrinkles - ʻae, ʻo wai ka mea kūʻē i nā wrinkles. Akā ʻeleʻele a pehu nā lihilihi i loko o kahi ʻāpana, akā mau maka ʻulaʻula - he aha ia? No ke aha ia? ʻAʻole wau i manaʻo i kēia! "He aha, ua uē anei ʻoe?" wahi a Serezha. "A pane aku la au me ka ehaeha: 'Peia mau au i keia manawa." Aole ia i uwe, aole i manao, a ua hiamoe nui.
Hiki iaʻu ke hele lōʻihi: e pili ana i ka ʻike a me ka lohe, e pili ana i nā niho a me ka lauoho, e pili ana i ka hoʻomanaʻo a me nā hono. ʻO ka hoʻohālua ʻana e hiki koke nā mea āpau, a ʻaʻole hiki ke maʻa i ka mea hou iā ʻoe. I ka noʻonoʻo ʻana, ʻike koke wau i nā makahiki he ʻekolu i hala iho nei, ʻike ʻia ua loli iki wau. ʻEkolu makahiki i hala aku nei, ua paʻi au i kahi kiʻi i piha iaʻu he 18 mau makahiki, a ua loaʻa iaʻu he pūʻulu manaʻo: "ʻAe, ʻaʻole ʻoe i loli iki!" He mea e ka heluhelu ʻana i kēia manawa a nānā i ke aniani.
He aniani… Ma mua o ka nānā ʻana i loko, ʻākoakoa au i loko i kēia manawa a ʻōlelo wau iaʻu iho: "Mai makaʻu wale ʻoe!" A ke kau nei au, e nana ana i ka noonoo. I kekahi manawa makemake wau e huhū a kuʻi i koʻu mau wāwae: ʻo ka mea e nānā mai iaʻu mai ke aniani ʻaʻole wau, ka mea i ʻaʻa e hoʻololi i kaʻu avatar?
He mea ʻoluʻolu ʻole ka ʻelemakule
ʻAʻole piʻi ka ʻaʻahu, ʻaʻole paʻa ke kapa. ʻO kekahi mau wahine i hele like ma mua oʻu e ʻōlelo me ka ʻoliʻoli: "Akā he manawa kēia e hoʻomaikaʻi ai i nā ʻaʻahu!" He mea weliweli! E hele kūʻai, e nānā i nā mea ʻino, e hoʻokaʻawale i kou lole maʻamau a hala ʻole, e hoʻopiha i ka hale me nā mea hou ...
He mea hilahila ka elemakule
Hoʻomaka wau e ʻeha ma mua o ka hālāwai ʻana me nā poʻe aʻu i ʻike ʻole ai no ka manawa lōʻihi. Ke nānā aku nei kekahi, nānā aku kekahi, ʻōlelo kekahi: "He mea luhi ʻoe."
ʻO ka pane koke loa i hāʻawi ʻia e koʻu hoalauna ma ka ʻāina, kahi mea pena pupule. Nānā maila ʻo ia iaʻu a hoʻōho, “Auwe! Ua maʻa wau iā ʻoe he tomboy-tomboy, a he mau wrinkle kou! Holo ʻo ia i kona manamana lima ma luna o koʻu mau wrinkle. A ʻo kāna kāne, ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ma mua oʻu a ʻo ia kaʻu e luaʻi mau ai, nānā iki mai iaʻu a ʻōlelo mai: "E hele pū me" ʻoe "".
Ua hele mai kekahi mea hana kapuahi i ike ole ia'u no kekahi mau makahiki. Nīnau ʻo ia: "ʻAʻole ʻoe i hoʻomaha?"
He nīnau kēia, ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu i ka mea e hoʻohālikelike ai. ʻAʻole hiki ke poina i ke kanaka nāna i nīnau iā ʻoe i ka manawa mua. Ua hoʻomaha! I kekahi mau makahiki i hala aku nei, ua hoʻolilo kaʻu mau keiki iaʻu ma ke ʻano he kaikuaʻana nui!
He mea hilahila ke ʻelemakule
ʻO kekahi hoa kamaliʻi aʻu i hemo i kēia manawa, male hou, a loaʻa i kāna mau keiki, ʻo ia hoʻi kāna mau keiki. He makua kāne ʻōpio ʻo ia i kēia manawa, e like me kaʻu keiki hiapo. Manaʻo wau he hanauna ʻoi aku au ma mua o ia i kēia manawa. No ka manawa lōʻihi, loaʻa kēia manawa kūpono i nā kāne - e hānau keiki a hānai iā lākou ma ke ʻano āu e ʻike ai he kūpono i kēia manawa. A ma ka laulā, ka manawa kūpono e hoʻomaka ai i kahi ʻohana, e hoʻomaka i ke kūkulu hou ʻana i kahi honua ʻohana. Loaʻa i nā kāne, akā ʻaʻole i nā wahine. He ʻokoʻa lokoino.
ʻOiaʻiʻo, ʻo ka ulu ʻana ʻaʻole ia e lilo koke i ʻelemakule, e like me ka ulu ʻana ʻaʻole ia e lilo koke i kanaka makua. Hiki iaʻu ke hula no nā hola, piʻi i ka pā kiʻekiʻe, hoʻoponopono i kahi puʻupuʻu wikiwiki. Akā ua hala ka piko o ka hyperbole, ua loli ka vector mai ka wā kamaliʻi a hiki i ka wā ʻelemakule.
I kēia manawa ʻike koke wau i nā mea like me ka wā kamaliʻi ma mua o ka wā ma mua.
ʻO kaʻelemakule ua kokoke aʻoi aku ka hoʻomaopopoʻana, a ke kani nei ka helplessness i nā bele mua ināʻaʻole hiki iāʻoe ke wili i ke kui a iʻole eʻike i keʻano o ka weheʻana o ka pūʻolo, a noʻonoʻoʻoe i kahi ala hou, e hele ana i ka papaheleʻelima. A oki au i ka hoomanao ana i ka poema. ʻOi aku ka paʻakikī ma mua o nā maka ʻulaʻula.
He paʻakikī ka ʻelemakule
ʻAʻole ʻae ke aniani iā ʻoe e haʻalele, hōʻike ʻia, ʻoiaʻiʻo, ka hoʻololi ʻana i kahi makahiki ʻē aʻe, i kahi ʻano ʻē aʻe. A ʻo ia hoʻi, ua hala mākou i ke kahua hope, heluhelu i ka mokuna hope. Hele wale ke kaʻaahi i mua, ʻaʻole lākou e heluhelu hou i ka mokuna no ʻoe, pono ʻoe i hoʻolohe pono.
Ua waiho ʻia nā manawa i hala, hiki iā ʻoe ke ola iā lākou, ua loaʻa iā ʻoe ka manawa, a inā ʻoe i puhi a puhi ʻole paha, ʻaʻohe mea mālama. Ke haʻalele nei ke kaʻaahi, nalu i kēia kahua. ʻAe, e kuʻu aloha Augustine, nā mea a pau, ua pau nā mea a pau.
He liʻiliʻi loa nā kikokikona no ka poʻe ʻelemakule ma nā pūnaewele kaiapili. ʻO nā mea e noho nei he mea kaumaha. ʻO ka mea kākau o ka ʻatikala hope loa aʻu i heluhelu ai, ua kanikau mākou he hoʻomana o ka ʻōpio a, i hoʻokaʻawale ʻia e nā koma, ʻaʻole liʻiliʻi nā wahine ʻelemakule e hāʻawi i nā lole liʻiliʻi a me nā mea nani. ʻO ia hoʻi, e like me ka hoʻolaha ʻana, ua koi ʻo ia i ka manaʻo "Hiki iā ʻoe ke nānā ʻōpio i kēlā me kēia makahiki."
E haʻi mai iaʻu i ka mea… Hmm, e hoʻomaka hou wau. E haʻi mai iaʻu, no ke aha e makemake ai au e nānā ʻōpio? ʻAʻole wau makemake. Makemake wau e lilo iaʻu iho, ʻo ia hoʻi, e nānā i koʻu mau makahiki.
ʻAe, paʻakikī ka ʻelemakule. No laila paʻakikī ka ulu ʻana. A hānau ʻia. ʻAʻohe mea e ʻōlelo aku i kahi pēpē: "ʻAʻohe mea ʻole ʻoe i hānau ʻia, e pelu i kou mau lima a me kou mau wāwae, e like me ka wā o ka ʻōpū, e ʻuā a uhi kou mau mākua iā ʻoe i nā ʻaʻahu ma nā ʻaoʻao a pau, a moe e like me kēia makahiki i kēlā me kēia makahiki." Ke neʻe nei ke ola, hahai ʻia kekahi kahua e kekahi, hahai ʻia ka ʻōpio e ke oʻo, a me ia - nā ʻano ʻē aʻe, nā kuleana ʻē aʻe a ...
ʻAʻole au i ʻike ʻaʻole ʻike ʻia ke kahua ʻo Maturity me mākou
ʻO ka mea mua, hoʻolauleʻa mākou i ka lā groundhog pau ʻole ma ke kahua ʻo Molodist, a laila hiki koke mai kahi ʻelemakule kahiko maoli, "House in the Village", he lima lima, he apron a me nā ʻanuʻu shuffling.
ʻIke au i waena o kaʻu mau hoa hoʻohui a i ʻole ka hapa nui o ka poʻe e noʻonoʻo nei i nā poho, nona ka lauoho hina a me nā ʻumiʻumi, nā wrinkles a me nā ʻōhule he hōʻailona o ke kaumaha, nā hōʻailona o nā manawa nalowale, ʻaʻohe mea ʻē aʻe. Akā ʻike wau, pōmaikaʻi, a me nā mea ʻē aʻe - ikaika. No ka mea he aha ke oʻo, inā ʻaʻole hoʻohālikelike, mana mālie?
I kou wā ʻōpiopio, pono ʻoe e hōʻoia mau i kou waiwai, ʻoiai kou ʻōpio. I kou wā ʻōpiopio, e ʻoki ʻia ʻoe i ka hui kahiko. Nānā lākou iā ʻoe ma ke ʻano maʻamau. I kekahi manawa he mea hoʻonāukiuki. I kou wā ʻōpiopio, kipaku ʻia ʻoe ma kahi ʻoihana ʻōpio. I kekahi manawa he mea hoʻonāukiuki.
Ma ka maʻamau, hāʻawi ʻia ʻoe i kahi hōʻaiʻē o ka mahalo a me ka nānā ʻana, ma ka maʻamau, manaʻo lākou he waiwai ʻoe
ʻO ka manawa e hoʻomaka ai ʻoe e ʻike i loko o kahi hui nui e ʻoki nei nā mea a pau, a ʻōlelo ʻia ʻoe "ʻoe", e huli mai nā malihini iā ʻoe me ka ʻoluʻolu hou, ʻoiai me ka mahalo hou, he manawa kaumaha a koʻikoʻi i ka manawa like. manawa.
Ua akaka ke kumu o ke kaumaha, akā ʻo ke kaumaha - no ka mea, hōʻike ka poʻe ma kā lākou ʻano e ʻike lākou i kou ola. ʻIke ʻia ua loaʻa kou ola, ua lilo ia i ʻike, ikaika, mana. Me he mea lā ua ʻai ʻoe i kāu paona paʻakai, lawelawe ʻoe i kāu iwakāluakūmālima makahiki a ua manuahi ʻoe. Me he mea lā, e like me ka meʻe o ka moʻolelo moʻolelo, ua pau kou mau kāmaʻa hao ʻekolu, ua hala i nā hoʻokolohua āpau a ʻauʻau i ka wai maʻemaʻe. A ʻaʻole hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻeha hou i kekahi mea, akā e noho wale a hana.